Frio de Inverno

2009-01-18T13:19:00.002Z

Caminhava por entre as gotas que caíam levemente. Procurava-te por todo o lado e apenas encontrava o sussurro do vento que me acariciava o rosto. Sentia nesse vento a tua presença, o teu cheiro, o teu toque.

Procurei uma eternidade por ti até que te encontrei. Eras tu o vento que falava e eu não ouvia. Eras tu que me acariciavas de cada vez que saía para te procurar. Estavas em todo o lado, sempre ao meu lado.

Assim foi desde o momento em que partiste...

2008-12-29T14:26:00.002Z

Paro!!

Respiro!!

Tento sentir algo pela qual não consigo esperar. Viro-me na cama e a única coisa que sinto é o frio. Para um lado, para o outro, apenas frio. Naquela cama apenas eu e o frio. A companhia sempre assídua de muitas noites sem fim. Desejo o calor. Anseio pelo calor, mas ele não aparece. Insiste em manter-se agarrado a objectos metálicos que, sem esse calor, são tão frios como a cama em que hoje me deito.

2008-09-19T23:16:00.004+01:00

Aint got no home, aint got no shoes
Aint got no money, aint got no class
Aint got no friends, aint got no schoolin
Aint got no wear, aint got no job
Aint got no man
Aint got no father, aint got no mother
Aint got no children, aint got no
Aint got no earth, aint got no water
Aint got no ticket, aint got no token
Aint got no love

I got my hair, I got my head
I got my brains, I got my ears
I got my eyes, I got my nose
I got my mouth, I got my smile
I got my tongue, I got my chin
I got my neck, I got my tits
I got my heart, I got my soul
I got my back, I got my sex
I got my arms, I got my hands
I got my fingers, got my legs
I got my feet, I got my toes
I got my liver, got my blood

Got life , I got my life

Nina Simone - I Ain't Got No, I Got Life

2008-04-22T13:51:00.001+01:00

my daydream seems as one inside of you

though it seems hard to reach through this life

your blue and hopeless life

my daydream screams bitter 'til the end

the love i share, true, selfish to the heart

my heart, my sacred heart

my daydream dream

my daydream

my daydream dream

my daydream

Daydream - Smashing Pumpkins

2008-01-08T14:39:00.000Z

I will be the answer at the end of the line
I will be there for you while you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance If you can't look down

If it takes my whole life I won't break I won't bend
It'll all be worth it worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend
It'll all be worth it worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
And when the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind

Sarah McLachlan - Answer

2007-12-04T09:40:00.000Z

Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude

You are the one thing that keeps me smiling

That's why I'm always wishing hard for you

'Cause your light shines so bright

I don't feel no solitude

You are my first star at night

I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you

How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels just so fine

When we touch the sky me and you

This is my idyll of heaven

Why can't it always be so good?

But it's all right, I know you're out there

Doing what you've gotta do

You are my soul satellite

I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you

How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

And I'll never lose my faith in you

How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

And I'll never lose my faith in you

Lost in Space - Lighthouse Family

2007-10-22T16:48:00.000+01:00

There was a time
I had nothing to give
I needed shelter from the storm i was in
And when it all got too heavy
You carried my weight
And i want to hold you
And i want to say

That you are all that i need
For you, I give my soul to keep
You see me, love me
Just the way i am
For you i am a better man
I said you are the reason
For everything i do
I'd be lost, so lost without you

Under the stars
At the edge of the sea
There's no one around
No one but you and me
We'd talk for hours
As time drifts away
I could stay here forver
And hold you this way

Coz you are all that i need
For you, I give my soul to keep
You see me, love me
Just the way i am
For you i am a better man
I said you are the reason
For everything i do
I'd be lost, so lost without you

Better Man - James Morrison

2007-09-17T19:16:00.000+01:00

Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
Makes her body older than it really is
And she says it's high time she went away
No ones got much to say in this time
Trouble is the only way is down, down, down

As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

If she had wings she would fly away
And another day god will give her some
Trouble is the only way is down,down,down

As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means

I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

And they all want pretty
New York City lights
And summers little girl has been taken from the world tonight
But the stars and stripes

As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And i'll carry you home

As strong as you were
Tender you got
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home

I'll carry you home

James Blunt - Carry You Home

2007-08-30T16:21:00.001+01:00

is everyone afraid?

is everyone ashamed?

they're running towards their holes, to find out

apocalyptic means are lost among our dead

a message to our friends to get out

there's wages on this fear

oh so clear

depends on what you'll pay to hear

they're bound to kill us all

in whitewashed halls

their jackals lick their paws

please don't stop

it's lonely at the top

these lonely days

when will they ever stop?

this doomsday clock ticking in my heart

not broken

i love life every day

in each and every way

kafka would be proud, to find out

i'm certain of the end

it's the means that has me spooked

it takes an unknown truth to get out

i'm guessing i'm born free, silly me

i was meant to beg from my knees

please don't stop

it's lonely at the top

these lonely days

when will they ever stop?

this doomsday clock ticking in my heart

these lonely days when will they ever stop?

we gotta dig in, gas masks on

wait in the sunshine, all bug-eyed

if this is living?

sakes alive!

well then they can't win

no one survives

is everyone afraid?

you should be ashamed

apocalyptic screams

mean nothing to the dead

kissing that 'ol sun

to know all there is

come on, last call

you should want it all

ah, it's lonely at the top

these lonely days

when will they ever stop

this doomsday clock ticking in my heart

these lonely days

when will they ever stop

this ticking in my heart

is everyone afraid?

Doomsday Clock - The Smashing Pumpkins

"If you want to understand the Doomsday Cock inspiration, its simple...I'm an American. Being an American right now, that is my experience. I feel like I'm watching something ticking down...I don't know what's ticking down, I don't know why its ticking down, I don't know who is moving the hands on the clock....but I certainly feel like an observer."

Billy Corgan (AT&T Blue Room, July 2007)

2007-08-28T14:05:00.000+01:00

when I was born I lost

when I was freed I fought
now that I’m loved I’m caught
between the rest and this tragic mess
an invited guest

torn, broken and frayed
oh don’t we face
war, sunshine and grace
oh won’t you stay
for a while
we can fail in style
i can hold your smile
for a while

what was once new now gone
what was once praised now wrong
as they go, we can say we know
but what do we know
but warm sunshine and graves
don't we see
what's bitter to taste

torn, broken and frayed
don't we face
war, sunshine and graves
won't you stay
'cause I won't tell
i won't tell a soul
that I'm mad as hell

torn, broken and frayed
i'm torn, broken and frayed
no, I'm cold, worn out and shamed

Pomp and Circumstances - The Smashing Pumpkins

2007-07-15T20:46:00.000+01:00

Oh, Everytime we say goodbye I die a little

Everytime we say goodbye I wonder why a little

Why the gods above me who must be in the know

Think so little of me

They allow you to go

And when you're near

There's such an air of spring about it

I can hear a lark somewhere begin to sing about it

There's no love song finer

But how strange the change from major to minor

Everytime we say goodbye

Everytime we say goodbye I die a little

Everytime we say goodbye I wonder why a little

Why the gods above me who must be in the know

Think so little of me

They allow you to go

When you're near

There's such an air of spring about it

I can hear a lark somewhere begin to sing about it

There's no love song finer

But how strange the change from major to minor

Everytime we say goodbye

Everyime we say goodbye

Ray Charles - Everytime we say goodbye

2007-07-12T19:05:00.000+01:00

Numa palavra quero....ser tudo....ver tudo

Ama-me

Constroi-me

Liberta-me

Destroi-me

Odeia-me

Converte-me

Adora-me

Desilude-me

Reduz-me

Preenche-me

Ignora-me

Sente-me

Vence-me

Mas nunca te esqueças de mim

2007-07-12T18:54:00.000+01:00

Por detrás do sol

Guardo algo especial

Um carinho só para ti

O meu amor invernal

Na esperança que ele aqueça

Vou chamando por ti

Meu amor, era surpresa

O que tinha só para ti

Na saudade fico louco

No desejo sou um tonto

Junto a ti sou um sortudo

Por ter tudo e ser tão pouco

2007-07-01T17:55:00.000+01:00

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with a alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting (yeah, yeah, oh)

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone
Because you never learn a God damn thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm worng
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heros
Sell a car on T.V.
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show them what we all mean (yeah, yeah, oh)

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How could you listen all night long (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone
Because you never learn a God damn thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to ya

So go
Go away
Just run
Run away
But where did you run to?
Where did you hide?
Go and find another way
Price you pay

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong
Then this never meant nothing to ya

C'mon
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong
Then this never meant nothing to ya
At (at all, at all, at all)

Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

2007-05-27T21:42:00.000+01:00

speak to me in a language i can hear

humour me before i have to go

deep in thought i forgive everyone

as the cluttered streets greet me once again

i know i can't be late, supper's waiting on the table

tomorrow's just an excuse away

so I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own

the earth laughs beneath my heavy feet

at the blasphemy in my old jangly walk

steeple guide me to my heart and home

the sun is out and up and down again

i know i'll make it, love can last forever

graceful swans of never topple to the earth

and you can make it last, forever you

you can make it last, forever you

and for a moment i lose myself

wrapped up in the pleasures of the world

i've journeyed here and there and back again

but in the same old haunts i still find my friends

mysteries not ready to reveal

sympathies i'm ready to return

i'll make the effort, love can last forever

graceful swans of never topple to the earth

tomorrow's just an excuse

and you can make it last, forever you

you can make it last, forever you

Thirty-Three - The Smashing Pumpkins

2007-03-16T09:15:00.000Z

You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you love
The space between
The tears we cry...
Is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
The space between...
The wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain
But will I hold you again
These fickle fuddled words confuse me
Like will it rain today
We waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we’re playing
We’re strange allies
With warring hearts
What a wild eyed beast you be
The space between
The wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain
But will I hold you again
Will I hold
Look at us spinning out in the madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like the devil in the church
In the middle of a crowded room
All we can do my love
Is hope we don’t take this ship down
The space between
Where you smile and hide
Is where you’ll find me if I get to go
The space between
The bullets in our fire fight
Is where I’ll be hiding waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splashed in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into your room
The space between
our wicked lies is
Where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand
Cause we’re walking out of here
Right out of here
Love is all we need dear
The space between
What’s wrong and right
Is where you’ll find me hiding
Waiting for you
The space between
In your heart and mine
Is the space we’ll fill with time
The space between

The Space Between - Dave Matthews Band

2007-03-08T09:36:00.000Z

Para Ti

Sentir o vento em mim,
a leve caricia do tempo,
o toque de um anjo pleno,
que em meu coração escreve, assim.

No teu toque, a minha pele,
verte lágrimas de felicidade.
Um toque de anjo, um toque de mel,
um acto de amor sem fim.

Estou longe de ti,
fisicamente
Mas nunca estás ausente,
estás dentro de mim

Os olhos podem não ver,
as mãos, não sentir.
Mas eu posso sempre dizer,
que estás dentro de mim.

Os meus olhos não vêm,
mas o meu coração sente.
Sinto-te meu amor.
Todos os dias.

Quando estás longe
és o sol que brilha no céu,
o vento que me toca na pele,
a chuva que me molha.

Nunca serei um homem só,
porque mesmo longe de ti,
estarás sempre
dentro de mim.

2007-03-07T17:24:00.000Z

fool enough to almost be it

cool enough to not quite see it

doomed

pick your pockets full of sorrow

and run away with me tomorrow

june

we'll try and ease the pain

but somehow we'll feel the same

well, no one knows where our secrets go

i send a heart to all my dearies

when your life is so, so dreary

dream

i'm rumored to the straight and narrow

while the harlots of my perils

scream

and i fail but when i can, i will

try to understand

that when i can, i will

mother weep the years i'm missing

all our time can't be given

back

shut my mouth and strike the demons

that cursed you and your reasons

out of hand and out of season

out of love and out of feeling

so bad

when i can, i will

words defy the plans

when i can, i will

fool enough to almost be it

and cool enough to not quite see it

and old enough to always feel this

always old, i'll always feel this

no more promise no more sorrow

no longer will i follow

can anybody hear me

i just want to be me

when i can, i will

try to understand

that when i can, i will.

Mayonaise - Smashing Pumpkins

2007-02-05T21:15:00.000Z

Ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child?
Softly stolen under our blanket skies
And rescue me from me, and all that I believe

I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should I fall from grace here with you
Will you leave me too?

Carve out your heart for keeps in an old oak tree
And hold me for goodbyes and whispered lullabyes
And tell me I am still the man I'm supposed to be

I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should I fall from grace here with you
Will you leave me too?

Too late to turn to turn back now, I'm running out of sound
And I'm changing, changing
And if we died right now, this fool you loved somehow
Is here with you

I won't deny the pain
I won't deny the change
And should I fall from grace here with you
Would you leave me too?

Galapogos - The Smashing Pumpkins

2007-01-11T12:07:00.000Z

You only stay with me in the morning,
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water,
But now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willin to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know in my heart.
You only waited out for hours,
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers,
I can't work out what they mean,
I'd never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone elses dream.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might call you from my heart.
But it might be a second too late,
And the words that I could never say,
Are gonna come out anyway.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Oh 'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know in my heart.
Know in my heart,
Know in my heart,
Know in my heart.

James Morrisson - You Give Me Something

2007-01-08T22:49:00.000Z

Want to tell you that I love you because I really do.

Want to give you the answers if you ask me to.

Want to leave your door for the last time,

want to leave the floor for the first time.

Leave the boys, leave the girls, leave it all behind…

Trust your dreams, your thoughts it’s a matter of time.

Run right, run left just don’t look back…

Take this trip as your first step.

Because the tears that we waste only make us blow,

why we keep in Repeat this Antony song “forgive me, forgive me”

You know why tried to be simple,

I tried a lie…

everything is perfect from there,

and you know I need you there.

645 - The Gift

2006-10-19T00:27:00.000+01:00

A caricia do teu beijo

Guia-me por lindos prados

onde tudo o que vejo

é perfeito e intocável

No meu coração guardo um caminho

um caminho de flores de jasmim

guia-me até ao meu amor

guia-me até ti.

Os ventos enchem-me do teu calor

e na chuva vem o teu beijo

Estás longe mas tão perto.

Cada lembrança tua

Enche-me de força

Para resistir mais um dia sem ti.

E nessa luta desigual

destruo-me de dor

destruo-me com a tua ausência.

Constroe-me, faz-me renascer

E das cinzas voltar a crescer

para no teu colo poder viver.

2006-10-19T00:02:00.000+01:00

Preenchemos a nossa vida com correrias, com pressa de chegar, de fazer, de querer, de vencer. E essa pressa faz-nos esquecer dos sinais, os sinais que a vida nos dá para seguirmos uma vida mais feliz e amada.
Esquecemo-nos de amar, de ser felizes, de sorrir. Esquecemo-nos de tudo aquilo que nos alimenta a alma. E depois definhamos para seres sem rumo, sem sentido, sem folêgo, sem alma. Tudo porque tivemos pressa de viver a vida.
Hoje posso dizer que aprendi algo novo, algo que a vida me vai querendo ensinar à muito tempo mas que não tenho prestado atenção.
Quero viver a 100%.
Saborear tudo e todos.
Quero poder correr, mas como o vento. Com um ritmo, com um compasso, com uma harmonia.
E vivendo na paz e na harmonia dizer que a minha missão neste mundo foi cumprida.

2006-10-01T09:04:00.000+01:00

Quero estar aqui
Apenas para te ter
Quero-te proteger
Ser o teu guardião.

Amo-te
Sinto-te em mim
Envolves-me
Como numa dança sem fim.

Dá-me tudo o que tens
Seja bom ou mau
Aceito tudo desde que seja teu
Dá-me a tua Paz

Peço-te apenas uma coisa
Ama-me sempre como agora
Nunca me esquecerei de ti
Nem na minha última hora.

2006-09-24T21:57:00.000+01:00

Deixa dizer-te os lindos versos raros
Que a minha boca tem pra te dizer!
São talhados em mármore de Paros
Cinzelados por mim pra te oferecer.

Têm dolência de veludos caros,
São como sedas pálidas a arder...
Deixa dizer-te os lindos versos raros
Que foram feitos pra te endoidecer!

Mas, meu Amor, eu não tos digo ainda...
Que a boca da mulher é sempre linda
Se dentro guarda um verso que não diz!

Amo-te tanto! E nunca te beijei...
E nesse beijo, Amor, que eu te não dei
Guardo os versos mais lindos que te fiz!

Os Versos que te fiz - Florbella Espanca

2006-09-10T21:27:00.000+01:00

Fundo do Mar

No fundo do mar há brancos pavores,
Onde as plantas são animais
E os animais são flores.

Mundo silencioso que não atinge
A agitação das ondas.
Abrem-se rindo conchas redondas,
Baloiça o cavalo-marinho.
Um polvo avança
No desalinho
Dos seus mil braços,
Uma flor dança,
Sem ruído vibram os espaços.
Sobre a areia o tempo poisa
Leve como um lenço.

Mas por mais bela que seja cada coisa
Tem um monstro em si suspenso.

Sophia de Mello Breyner Andresen

2006-08-28T21:55:00.000+01:00

Não te quero senão porque te quero
e de querer-te a não te querer eu quero
e de esperar-te quando não te espero
passa o meu coração de frio ao fogo.
Te quero só porque a ti eu te quero,
do ódio sem fim, e a odiando-te rogo,
e a medida de meu amor viajante
é não ver-te e amar-te como um cego.
Talvez consumirá a luz de janeiro,
seu raio cruel, meu coração inteiro,
roubando-me a chave do sossego.
Nesta historia tão só eu me faleço
e morro de amor porque te quero,
porque te quero, amor, o sangue e fogo.

Pablo Neruda - Cem Sonetos de Amor

2006-08-23T14:31:00.000+01:00

Perfect Day - Lou Reed

Just a perfect day,

Drink Sangria in the park,

And then later,

when it gets dark,

We go home.

Just a perfect day,

Feed animals in the zoo

Then later,

a movie, too,

And then home.

Oh it's such a perfect day,

I'm glad I spent it with you.

Oh such a perfect day,

You just keep me hanging on,

You just keep me hanging on.

Just a perfect day,

Problems all left alone,

Weekenders on our own.

It's such fun.

Just a perfect day,

You made me forget myself.

I thought I was someone else,

Someone good.

Oh it's such a perfect day,

I'm glad I spent it with you.

Oh such a perfect day,

You just keep me hanging on,

You just keep me hanging on.

You're going to reap just what you sow,

You're going to reap just what you sow...

2006-08-21T22:02:00.000+01:00

A vida,
apesar de ser uma dádiva,
é uma rosa com espinhos ocultos.

É um prazer que rapidamente se torna em lamento,
e muitas vezes em tormento.

Através dos meus olhos vi alegrias,
tristesas profundas,
a vida é dificil ser vivida,
mas no fim tudo compensa.

As pedras no meu caminho!?
Não são mais do que companheiras,
confidentes de uma viagem que um dia terá um fim.

Não temo a morte,
apenas a perda do que deixo para trás.
Afinal apenas temo a vida
porque tem que ser vivida.

2006-08-14T21:28:00.000+01:00

A eterna caricia.
Uma ligação inquebrável,
selvagem,
sem limites.
Um amor sincero,
honesto,
verdadeiro,
para sempre.

2006-07-10T20:57:00.000+01:00

Este blog inicia um novo ciclo, um ciclo diferente, mais intimista, mais pessoal, talvez até mais poético, se isso for possivel. Nada como começar com a letra de um música que tanto gosto e a qual dedico à pessoa que possui o meu coração.

Amos Lee feat. Norah Jones - Colors

Yesterday I got lost in the circus
Felling like such a mess
Now I’m down I’m just hanging on the corner
I can’t help but reminisce
When you’re gone all the colors fade
When you’re gone no New Year’s Day parade
You’re gone
Colors seem to fade
Your mama called she said that you’re down stairs crying
Feeling like such a mess
Yeah I hear you you’re in the background bawling
What happened to your sweet summertime dress
I know we all, we all got our faults
We get locked in our vaults and we stay
But when you’re gone all the colors fade
When you’re gone no New Year’s Day parade
You’re gone
Colors seem to fade
Colors seem to fade
Yeah